25.12.03
bowling bowling bowling. yays! :D one word - shiok
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24.12.03
went out with the three most wonderful people yesterday. laughed so much that my cousin said my voice changed. hehx. love them so much. im happy, yays! was so much fun. :)
wireless connection has been extended to my computer at long last. woohoos. can finally surf in my room without having to be chased out by mum. goody~
saw coach at cineleisure bowl. think he couldnt recognize me. haha. nvm...he looked lonely, all alone on christmas eve...hmmz.
kinda apprehensive about First Day. i need tranquilizers.
merry christmas to one and all~
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22.12.03
just realised that it's only during the weekly bowling lessons that i can truly be myself and relax. thank god for the little monkeys who attend the class with me. cheryl, ian, nico, jannel, rachel, tiffany. not forgetting my sis and my bestest bowling pal. :) too bad there's only one lesson left. will miss them. suddenly my perceptives of kids younger than i am have changed a hundred and eighty degrees. maybe it is only when im with them that i can find innocence and friendship nowadays. they appreciate you a hundred times more and at the very least, i find comfort and genuine joy there. there's a stark contrast when it comes to people of our age group. i just automatically drift into the pits of solitude and reclusion. sometimes i feel like burying myself alive and see what others will actually make out of it. ah...mere dreams and fantasy.
dreamt of it last night. like shithell, ive been thinking of it in the day and it becomes reality at night. thought it was true, but darn, upon daybreak, it's still just my speculation la.
thanks min and doro.
my mouse is nearly out of batt. and i dont know where to find new batteries. shucks.
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